hello?

wow i can't believe it's been 3 years since i log on to this thing. i'm surprised i even remember the password haha. hmm i wonder if anyone is even still on this? haha oh wells..i guess this is for whoever is reading haha.

so i bet you guys are wondering whats new with me and yada yada. to be honest, nothing really just the same old thing. how interesting huh? my main focus have been on my job all this time. i'm glad to say that i've been working there for three years now and still going. pretty good for a first LEGIT job huh haha. am i planning to leave? there have been a couple of times when i be like "fuck it" and want to leave but when i really think of it..i really don't because of the simple fact that it's safe there. what do i mean by "safe"? well, for one thing i'm wanted over there and i know how to do almost everyone's job there. plus, my job is pretty flexible with my schedule. not like i have one really but if i was to take a day off out of the blues....no one is going to be trippin over it. I will have to say that i put in alot of work and dedication into my job even when i don't have to. bottom line.. it pays my bills and buy me the things i want and need. =)

love life? well...none really. i mean i've dated around but nothing serious. maybe because i have such "high standards" as some people said about me but i really don't think so. i don't know what it is really but i'm not worry about it either. whatever happen happens i guess. love wasn't made to be search for..when it's ready..it will find you. some of the world's best couples come from years of good friendship and sometimes people don't realized that they are in love with someone until that person is gone or taken by someone else. sometimes...that person is right in front of you and you just don't know. i mean you can put yourself out there to be found but never intentionally look because i don't think it will work out in the end. how many dating show couples really live happily ever after? not many right? flavor flav had 3 seasons of flavor of love and he ends up purposing to his baby mama which is, by the way, not even in any of the shows. bottom line is..love is unexpected. it's kinda scary because you just never know who you will end up with and if that person really loves you and blah blah but its worth the risk to find out. Sometimes people don't want to fall in love with someone because they are scared of what other people thinks even though that person is very compatible with them. i think its really dumb to have that kind of mentality. so what if that person doesn't look a certain way. what if that person has all the qualities you ever wanted in your significant other. are you really going to let it go because of what your friends think? in the end, it's your heart and your life that it affects and not your friends' lives and what they think.

ok i think i'm ranting and raving about nothing at all haha. until next time. take care

the one and only..

Me

REST IN PARADISE JOE LIU...ANOTHER HOMIE GONE...YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

GHETTO TEST - - I SCORED 104..SHIET IM GHETTO FAB HAHAHA

If you answer a question with a YES, give yourself two (2) points. At the end of the questionnaire, add your score (YES answers only) and find out what category of ghetto you are. Send this quiz to everybody you know and use your score as the subject.

Do you now/Have you ever:

1. Reside in government housing (projects)?
2. Use a jelly jar as a drinking glass?
3. Have reusable grease on your stove in a tin can?
4. Living room furniture covered in plastic?
5. Use duct tape to hold the batteries in place on the remote control?
6. Use a hanger as a TV antenna?
7. Use the burners on the stove as heat?
8. Refer to the refrigerator as an icebox?
9. Wore hair rollers in a public place?
10. Had a nickname such as "Boo-Boo", "Pooh", "Stank", "Junebug"?
11. Dropped food and kissed it up to God?
12. Refer to the wind as "the hawk"?
13. Used the following terms: what-chu-ma-call-it, thing-a-ma-jig, what's-her-face, and what's-her-name?
14. Wear colored contacts?
15. Eat cough drops for the Hell of it?
16. Eat chitterlings?
17. Had a stuffed animal in the dashboard or rear window of your vehicle?
18. Played Punchinella, Red Light Green Light, or Mother May I?
19. Played Hide & Go Freak?
20. Been beaten with an extension cord or in the bathtub?
21. Used a milk crate as a basketball goal?
22. Drive around with your music blasting to draw attention?
23. Know the dance to "Tootsie Roll" or "The Butt"?
24. Used food stamps?
25. Know the lyrics to "Doo Doo Brown"?
26. Have a name ending in the suffix -isha, -qua, or -tra?
27. Use dishwashing liquid as bubble bath?
28. Had a pool party using the water from the fire hydrant?
29. Wore Rugged Outback or XJ 900 shoes?
30. Pronounce ambulance as "ambalamps"?
31. Pronounce library as "lieberry"?
32. Pronounce street as "skreet"?
33. Pronounce wait a minute as "wayment"?
34. Pronounce that sure is as "showliz"?
35. Refer to the police as "Five-O", "Po-Po", or "One-Time"?
36. Use pots or buckets to control roof leaks?
37. Clean your ears with bobby pins or ink pen caps?
38. Called your parents by their first names?
39. Add -ed or -t to words already in past tense (tooked, light-skinneded, kilt)?
40. Pronounce specific as "pacific"?
41. Eat Moon Pies, Sugarbabies, Chick-O-Stix, or Now 'N' Later?
42. Drink malt liquor?
43. Eat Kool-Aid out of the package?
44. Drove a car with bullet holes in it?
45. Sing in the window fan?
46. Had to pick out the switch for your own whipping?
47. Played Throw Up Tackle / Kill The Cow?
48. Set the alarm on your pager so when it went off, everybody would think you got a page?
49. Chew ice?
50. Wrap presents in newspaper?
51. Wore a shower cap and house shoes to the grocery store?
52. Record over previously recorded cassette tapes?
53. Gotten a whipping from your friend's parents?
54. Had words or shapes cut in your hair?
55. Threw old sneakers on the power lines?
56. Had an Easter outfit?
57. Said "Talk to the hand".
58. Get smart with figures of authority (school principal, police, parents) when you know you're wrong?
59. Bought clothes for a party and returned them the next day?
60. Have a name that begins with the prefix Ta'-, Sha', or La'?
61. Wore tube socks with dress shoes?
62. Drove around with a donut on your car more than 14 days?
63. Took a picture in front of somebody else's car and fronted like it was yours?
64. Sanitized a dropped pacifier by sucking on it?
65. Used the word 'nem in reference to a group of people?
66. Ate cereal out of a cup?
67. Used paper as a dustpan?
68. Ran a race in the street barefooted?
69. Have a candy lady in your neighborhood?
70. Refer to Now 'N' Later as "Nighladers"?
71. Used Tussy?
72. Dialed *69 and asked "Did you just call here"?
73. Used "z" at the end of words (wayz, dayz)?
74. Have or know anybody who has a nickname of one word said twice (Ray-Ray, Nee-Nee)?
75. Went outside in your night clothes every time the fire truck came through your neighborhood?



================= Scoring Below =================



* 0-20 points - You live in the suburbs and have never made a trip to the ghetto
* 22-60 points - You live in the suburbs but previously lived in the ghetto
* 62-100 points - You live in the ghetto but tried to be proper
* 102 + points - You are GHETTO FABULOUS